Questions (difficult). Being very ill, with heart failure, hypothyroidism
neurologic dysfunction, heart attacks, and many health problems, all caused by an
adverse reaction to a prescribed antibiotics. Since, refused all meds,
based on information of pharmacology.
I met a Chinese Sifu, who does not speak English. We agreed to
learn some Shaolin Qi Gong. I think he calls it the one finger or something
like that. The moves he teaches me, are very similar to the ones in Dr Stephen
Tang's book.
We started with the Standing Position. I could only do a few mins, but increased
to 30 mins. We also did moves for all organs, daily, as well as some mantras. No
breathing and no meditation. (all this over a period of six months)
He also gave transmitted Qi at times..
Instead of improving, my health worsened to the point, I could no longer practice.
The STanding Position in particular, seemed to worsen my symptoms, poor health,
and weakness.
I stopped practicing, but decided to start again tomorrow.
My theory is this, in the West, I have so much damage DNA, and excess of
free radicals (toxicities from own biochemistry and antioxidants no longer working)
that even compounds in most foods became toxic. I read a lot about this, and understand this in Western medicine, but not Chinese. I also get very sick from pollution, perfume, solvents, smells of chemicals etc..and no, its psychological. It can be deadly!!
So, my theory, is that I have so much toxic Qi, that instead of getting rid of the toxic Qi, the STanding Position was revving it, circulating all the toxic Qi, it was not going out of the body. I can't understand, how by doing the Standing Position, am I getting rid of the toxic Qi?? Where is it going? How can I get the good Qi in if the body is full of dirty Qi??
This is serious, because, liver enzymes etc.. went right up.
I would be interested to hear your theories, and how do you think I should proceed, I am weak and frail, but also very toxic.
Thanks for the input.