Hello, my name is James. For the longest time I have had a problem committing to a martial way for myself because I kept seeing new styles and thinking they were better in a fight. I just want to share with you a story I wrote if I may. This story reflects what happened in my life, and how I solved this problem. Could you kindly tell me what you think of it?
A student came to his teacher once and told him something was troubling him. His teacher asked what was on his mind. The student told his master that every time he sparred he did not think he was good enough. He told the master every time he was beaten by a student of another style he switched to that style because he thought it was better in a fight, He said he wanted to be a good fighter, but he kept hopping to different arts, and he could never practice long enough to get good at any one style. The master replied, the wish to become a good fighter is not an ignoble one, unless you wish merely to hurt others." The student insisted that was not the case. So the master thought for a moment and said, ¨I fought with this same dilemma when I was your age.¨ I will offer you two thoughts to ponder. Please take the time to seriously ponder these questions...take time for yourself, or take a walk, whatever you like to do, but please think very hard on these thoughts. My first thought is this: If you want to be a good fighter, and use this skill to help others, why do you not join the army, or the marines? Both of these areas teach you the martial arts, and allow you to help others in less time, and a more direct way than the martial arts. So why not join the military?...there was a long pause in which the student said nothing. Then he looked at the master, and the master continued. This leads me to believe there is something more to your quest than martial skill. This leads me to my second thought: When you see these warriors with different training, what makes them different from other students? What is it that allows them to win their fights? I guess what I am really asking is what is it that motivates them to train harder, and longer than other students? The student looked at the master and thought for a moment. ¨I do not know master.¨ The master replied, the difference my student is heart. Their heart is in their training, such that when they train they do not see their training as work, their spirit is expressed in their training, so rather than work they see it as more of a spiritual release. That, my student is the difference. They are expressing what is in their hearts through their training.¨ So my advice when you are unsure of which art to practice is simply this: Follow your heart to the place where your practice becomes an expression of your spirit, and you will always be free.¨
James Slieter
11-14-08